Goodnight, Not Goodbye 가사

does fate exist? or is it just a curse some people move on and some stay the same i start to wonder which is worse we follow different paths with different lengths and different curves i know there is a winning end but why did you have to get there first all i want is a reason 'cause i feel you're still alive here with me, as i lie awake through the night i'll say goodnight, but not goodbye i'll say goodnight, but not goodbye death is a burden on the soul drowns you through the cold night feelings of a dark, dark tunnel with no light or end in sight days go by and then the sun shines through before hope, faith and courage die but the pain still numbs my skin, the wounds scar emptiness remains in my heart all i want is a reason 'cause i feel you're still alive here with me, as i lie awake wondering why??? i'll say goodnight, but not goodbye i'll say goodnight, but not it can't be all the life, all the memories leave only dust and ashes here with me i watch you blow away as tears stream down my face all i want is a reason 'cause i feel you're still alive here with me, as i lie awake wondering why??? all i want is a reason 'cause i know you're still alive here with me, as i lie awake through the night i'll say goodnight, but not goodbye i'll say goodnight, but not goodbye