Not Really 가사

Half of all I had vanished when my mirror broke yesterday Where'd it all go? Woke up then I'm out of bed I'll rub my eyes in disbelief Not a thing has changed Have I been lying to myself again? Now they're floating in the pool macking up for getting beat up in school Where are my friends? Love has been gone for two days and three nights she has gotten lost On her way back home Have I been lying to myself? I never knew I could get this low, How am I going to pull myself up out of this hole I never knew I could get this old or lonely, Where in the hell has my life even gone Trying to imagine what you meant when you said we were through I'm still right here Tripping through my hollow plans I love to stay here if I can I'll quit when I want Have I been lying to myself or have I been lying to you? I never knew I could get this low how am I going to pull myself up out of this hole I never knew I could get this old or lonely where in the hell has my life even gone.