Amateur 가사

You made me feel like I'm ok, I could be happy Now I can sit, Not run away stupidly laughing Wipe out all self-pity, It's slowing me down Turn off feeling pretty, Dressing up dressing down. I walk around the city out of my way, Looking for something I've got all that I need to save my day, So why'm I running? You said I should get professional help, It always makes me cry. I know I'm just an amateur, but I've gotta try. I had a birthday party and it was packed, Got friends who love me We hung a disco ball up and watched the lights, They were so lovely You said I should get professional help, It always makes me cry. I know I'm just an amateur, but I've gotta try. When exactly are we? I get the decades mixed up. I like the streets when they're empty, I can make the rest up. Every day is new year's eve, every night is the last night. Every day is new year's eve, every time is the last time.