Vertigo 가사

A simple glance into the past and I suddenly realize In a maelstrom of bitterness and disgust That dreams enlightening my childhood Have been shattered like waves against the rocks Thus looking towards the future There is nothing but emptiness and decrepitude Of a life that fills with hate and frustrations At the rhythm of my painful heartbeats Contemplating the celestial sphere This great void surrounding us and making us cease to matter Reinforcing my conviction that God has forgotten us In eternity of nothingness that our extinction Would not undermine I finally turn my eyes towards the most absolute emptiness The one to which the noblest feelings are assigned Catalyzer of suffering, overwhelmed by debilitating emotions That only dereliction can annihilate Focused on our miserable and dusty existence Insignificant while we're contemplating this world From the seat left vacant by God Long gone to cry the bereavement of his creation Nothing is immutable, nothing stays Sentenced to roam into the throes of time Enslaved by flesh, real infirmity of mind The need for a mean to annihilate ourselves remains Vertigo Above the void of existence That makes me lose my marks I can give no sense to this And need to end it all But it's my addiction to suffering That still keeps me alive