Blue String 가사

am breathing beside you but I'm not there with you You are sleeping in my bed but I'm dead here with you walls keep coming closer and I am somewhere else tonight like I have always been I have carried this blue string around my arm for too long You have been too good to me and I have done my best to love you but there's a beast inside of me that keeps me away from anyone tonight I crawl back to my world there's no-one else there and I am all alone the only thing that brings comfort is this blue string I wear if everything is bliss is that what you think this is when you don't even want to know that a dark side exists everything is great it's perfect and it's safe well I don't live in that world it's not mine the blue string is still so tied You don't understand at all and you don't know why I'm like this It's not hard to take the blame but when I cry it's not because all of this tonight I crawl back to my world there's no-one else there and I am all alone tonight I crawl back to my world there's no-one else there and I am all scared pulling away your smile is fading away pulling away and everything is fading away