Nightmares 가사

I wish you were The monster under my bed And not the one I want in it I wish you were the bad guy inside of my head Though it's hard to admit it Want you to be everything that's wrong with me Not the one who could fix this I wish you were everything I hate in the world Not the best person in it Don't want to love 'cause then I'll misbehave Don't want to think of you and feel safe Don't want to drown if there's another way So, at the end of the day I hope you're in my nightmares 'Cause to dream of you is unfair I hope one day I don't care 'Cause to dream of you is unfair I want to wake in a cold sweat Want to feel chills on the back of my neck Want to feel like I need space Want to feel all of my love is misplaced Don't want to dream 'Cause everything's not as it seems And I'm so tired of waking Don't want to feel this ashamed and Just want to know that there's someone to blame Don't want to love 'cause then I'll misbehave Don't want to dream of you and feel saved Don't want to drown if there's another way So, at the end of the day I hope you're in my nightmares 'Cause to dream of you is unfair I hope one day I don't care 'Cause to dream of you is unfair