Different Year 가사

I'd be lying if I said I'm alright I've been drunk by myself most these nights Even then my dreams are scared of the light I'm alright I'd be lying if I said I'm okay Though I'm awake when night turns into day When momma calls don't quite know what to say I'm okay I swear, that it's just me Living alone, inside insanity Can I come over Or you come here I wish that this would disappear Can I come over Or you come here If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year I'd be lying if I said that I'm fine The most depressing shit's on my timeline It's just people fighting all the time But I'm fine I'd be lying if I said I remember May Could've sworn July was yesterday When friends call don't quite know what to say I'm okay I know, it's not just me Who wants someone to hold Just someone to please Can I come over Or you come here I wish that this would disappear Can I come over Or you come here If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year Broke up the day before my birthday Was alone on the 4th of July Start my twenties with one less penny Even if we're still stuck inside Can I come over Or you come here I wish that this would disappear Can I come over Or you come here If I go to sleep will I wake up Can I come over Or you come here I wish that this would disappear Can I come over Or you come here If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year