Tear Maker 가사

Can I be fixed? Return to normal? I was left in methodically wounded pieces It was like walking through a minefield He would explode at any moment Maybe if I were a holy ghost I could pray to become a pure being again But the fountain pen has already dried up with its ink And my hopes were written in our last letter But it was never sent, nor left my head My tear maker, you kept them in a little jar Maybe they convey sadness or joy I don't know what I felt when they were collected I could shine like the fireflies at our picnics I couldn't get through the door we passed every day It was the best of the worst moments, it was killer My tear maker found someone else to use I could go crazy with jealousy But my revenge will be very poisonous He died at the fateful hour, he went to the gray world I could say I was the winner From this heartbreaking battle, but I was just lucky He will always know how to affect me, because I gave a part of me to him It was my mistake, it was my crime But I've drawn blood from people before That wouldn't be the problem, but if my legs are balanced That's why I haven't gotten hurt enough yet My tear maker, you kept them in a little jar Maybe they convey sadness or joy I don't know what I felt when they were collected I could shine like the fireflies at our picnics I couldn't get through the door we passed every day It was the best of the worst moments, it was killer My tear maker found someone else to use I could go crazy with jealousy But my revenge will be very poisonous Sorry if I wasn't what you expected But it was supposed to end the moment we met eyes Our lives were so fucked up that we decided to put them together We didn't wait for the dust to settle, we wanted to get hurt But I didn't know you were the blue butterfly I didn't know you kept my necklace I didn't know how much it would hurt me I didn't know if crying would make you notice me, my tear maker