Ungrateful 가사

I've been looking at the pictures online Comparing myself to the girls I find Loving someone is loving someone else Something so good about the way you feels Is it cause I feel unworthy I tell myself you don't deserve me I want everything what can't be mine 'Cause I'm ungrateful Never showed my own skin I'm unfaithful My mind changes like a wind So high when I got it Till I forgot it I'm so irrational 'Cause I'm ungrateful (Mhm) So ungrateful This morning I got all the love I need I was swimming in the river of dopamine Came crushing back down by the end of the night I was stirring and then scrambling in the bend of my life Wishing I was living in the house upstate With a million dollar baby sitting in the driveway But I don't think anything can fill this space Oh I'm ungrateful Never showed my own skin I'm unfaithful My mind changes like a wind So high when I got it Till I forgot it I'm so irrational I'm ungrateful So ungrateful Oh, yeah Oh, yeah, ah-ah Oh, yeah Oh, yeah, ah-ah Do you ever think about we way we're obsessed Looking for the world that just don't exist Like everything I have is just a temporary fix Mhm I'm ungrateful Never showed my own skin I'm unfaithful I don't believe in anything My mind changes like a wind So high when I got it Till I forgot it I'm so irrational I'm ungrateful ( So ungrateful Ooh, oh, oh, oh