Cannonball 가사

I stumble back home and Leave the door open 6 in the morning I fall into bed Your disappointment It stings like an ointment Just for a moment And then I forget Oh this cold indifference Boredom and bitterness I can’t keep doing this Night after night I don’t want this anymore But my heart’s a cannonball Dragging me under these waves People don’t change You smell expensive But I know it’s rented Boys can be poison And still be rose scented So I wash you off me Cocaine and coffee These days you stimulate nothing inside me but Cold indifference Boredom and bitterness I can’t keep doing this Night after night I don’t want this anymore But my hearts a cannonball Dragging me under these waves People don’t change