Doomed to Mediocrity 가사

It's been at twilight for quite some time now But you don't need much light to see your outline I notice things I've not seen before Your grace, for one, as you slip through the door I see things are older now My whole life is over now Still I stare I'm here though you think me there A hi, a good-bye, it's nearly enough to make me cry Idle mind, idle salutations Only friends have idle conversations Won't you let me see why it's always me Why I'll always be doomed to mediocrity Help me to help you see, why eternally, why pitifully I'll always be doomed to mediocrity A waiting prayer I make to find out all it takes to be A man that you could see, should you be in my proximity Maybe you could make it clear, since I am with you here Help me to understand that you won't let me lend a hand Do you hate me so much that you could do to me such An unprovoked, malicious attack, a clear reminder that I can't go back Lastly, I'm here to guard the station Life is too much whichever way you're facing And to madness it seems unclear It would be clearer should you be near But I've not given up on me, nor you on you And everywhere you go there's my option too A decision regretted I can't say where I'd go But certainly I'll let you know An instrument of fear itself rejection is nearing us A thought crossed my mind more than once You know how you never see me? Maybe I can make you believe in me