The Judas paradox 가사

I was up all night and never saw the sunrise I'm lost in the middle of nowhere Don't even try to reach out I still mess up all the time You don't need to forgive me I think some things are meant to stay the same You laughed in the face of chaos And I went out, of my way to bring you down So that was the plan You were trying to bring the evil out in me La, la, la uh, oh You can't get by without me La, la, la uh, oh You can't get by without me Watch who you keep around you Watch who you keep around you Who you keep around I think about my mistakes every day In that moment, I was so sure You wouldn't grow without, suffering What would life be without a little tragedy? You can put the blame on me Or blame the prophecy There's a giant ventriloquist Controlling (me) You laughed in the face of chaos And I went out, of my way to bring you down So that was the plan You were trying to bring the evil out in me La, la, la uh, oh You can't get by without me La, la, la uh, oh You can't get by without me La, la, la uh, oh You can't get by without me La, la, la uh, oh You can't get by without me