Death Dance 가사

I never thought I'd be so mean I never thought I'd be alone at nineteen But all these thoughts are in my head again, head again All these thoughts are running through my brain and out the door Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain But you can see all the things I'm going through Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain But you can see all the shit I'm going through Oh no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside Oh no no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside No, no, no, makes it hard to survive No, you can't find my reasons, no, you can't find my pain We all got lost in Jesus, but he can't take away my pain I'm looking for something more So take me away, from out the door Now I'm looking for you outside to say No no, no no no, I hide my pain inside No no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside No, no No, I can't take it All of these memories I can't fake it I'm trying, but I am dying I just want to Oh, just be myself I have tried to, but now I am someone else No no no, no no no, so please be kind No no, no no no, I'm losing my mind No no, no no no, I'm really not fine Oh, I'm really not fine We live in an age where sex and horrors are Gods We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed We live in an age where sex and horrors are Gods We live in an age We live in an age We live in an age where sex and horrors are Gods We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed Are flawed, no No, I can't take it All of these memories I can't fake it I'm trying but I am dying I just want to Oh, just be myself I have tried to, but now I am someone else