Maintain Consciousness 가사

I was taking the long road Falling deeper and deeper into What I thought would bring me closer to you I was facing the unknown Chasing someone I already knew Never thought that this is what I would go through How many times must I say Im sorry for myself Leaving the whole world to blame Its all about everyone else But there comes a time When youre questioning every single word youve said Teaching the world that Knowledge and power are circling through your head Today Is what weve been given and yesterday is dead Maybe Hes right Maybe Hes right Seeing pigments of dark green Searching deep for the colors serene Sifting out the thoughts of what I should believe Like waking up from a bad dream Trying to figure out just what it means But nothings ever quite the way it seems How many times must I say Im sorry for myself Leaving the whole world to blame Its all about everyone else