Beware The Silence 가사

I was always empty I always tried to be Filled with beauty I didn't know that Beauty wasn't made for me Dirt and mud only will full me My self-love was As my own ego wank The saliva dripping down from my mouth My little pills are wrong It will kill me, I know When there is a silence around I fall asleep So, beware the silence around you Her naked body is no longer excites me What's wrong with me? What's wrong with the world around me? My medication don't cure me My little pills are wrong My lips turned blue, because I bitten them I always knew that alcohol and pills is very bad combination But I don't know how else to escape from the reality