Helpless Melancholy 가사

keep thinkin and dreamin and pushin my luck feels so strange to have a goal it helps you walking when you know where you're going to but I just don't wanna leave it now I used to kinda loved to but now it just seems to be a void I've dreamed fought for it and tried my best to make it but now I just wanna wait 'til the good despite everything's tellin' me no decides to show up does it feel good to be a model man? does it worry you to be alone? do we lack all this independence? why don't you tell me where am I wrong? I've dreamed fought for it and tried my best to make it but now I just wanna wait 'til the good (despite everything's tellin me no) decides to show up keep drinkin and sniffin and pushin my luck feels so strange to have someone you'll end up talkin with someone you don't know but they won't say where am I wrong