Perceptions 가사

Is the world against me or have you just managed to Cloud my thoughts and perceptions into the darkest hue What the hell is going on, I can't remember when I've ever felt so broken and the walls keep caving in Someday you'll see that everything you do to me Well, it means so much more Than you could ever make up for Am I going crazy or am I just now aware Of what it's like to lose more than I ever knew I had Someday you'll see that everything you do to me Well, it means so much more Than you could ever make up for ‘Cause every time I close my eyes The darkness is a lot like what I find When I have to live under the disguise That all is well and I'm just fucking fine How long can I expect to live a life I don't accept And how long will you keep me in The dark, can you hear me screaming out Well it's over now I'm done ignoring, fighting, trying to hide away From feeling like I never meant a goddamn thing at all Someday you'll see that everything you do to me Well, it means so much more Than you could ever make up for ‘Cause every time I close my eyes The darkness is a lot like what I find When I have to live under the disguise That all is well and I'm just fucking fine I'm just fucking fine