Shame 가사

I wonder if you can see I wonder if you can tell I wonder if you see through The mask I wear so well for you I'll never let you know what's going on inside me My shame locks me down All the things I wanted to tell you All the things I never will Everytime you reached out to me All I did was push you away I can't unchain the beast that screams inside me I hate it, it's what I am It makes me sick to be so mean From where I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom, I am obsene It stands in my place It spits in my face Shame You smile at me, I smile back You ask me how I am I tell you that I'm fine I don't why I'm so torn up inside my mind The darkness, it swallows me whole It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom, I am obsene It stands in my place It spits in my face It's shame, shame! It's shame! It makes that old lie It makes that old lie It makes me look at myself and say "Man, you're doing just fine You're doing great" I'm not living in a lie I'm not living in a lie Or am I? It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom, I am obsene It stands in my place It spits in my face! Shame... Don't go too deep Don't ask me why Don't try to know me Don't make me lie I wish I didn't know the things I do so well I try to change But it's what I am It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom, I am obsene It stands in my place It spits in my face! It's shame, shame! It's shame, shame I'm not living in a lie, am I? I'm not living in a lie, am I? Now...