Toxic 가사

I can swim, but I’m always drowning Watch the waves as they get so tall All my fear keeping me surrounded Feel like I haven’t changed at all Consequences of all my choices Tryna play with this hand I dealt Is their silence from all these voices I need help... But all my friends, they make me feel like I am Living in a different reality And all my sins, just leave me disappointed Could I escape from this depravity? Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic? All of my scars been healed, but they come back at me Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic? All of my insecurities, they laugh at me Oh, I realize it's so ironic The more that I find, the more I’m lost I got vices just like narcotics They grow bigger, 'till I feel small Thought I would’ve seen progress by now In the fire, think I might melt I could use a little advice now Please, send help   But all my friends, they make me feel like I am Living in a different reality And all my sins, just leave me disappointed Could I escape from this depravity? Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic? (Why do I feel like this?) All of my scars been healed, but they come back at me Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic? (Why do I feel like this?) All of my insecurities, they laugh at me I feel so, so toxic, toxic, so toxic I feel so, so toxic, toxic, so toxic Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic? (Why do I feel like this?) All of my scars been healed, but they come back at me (I hate this) Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic? (Why do I feel like this?) All of my insecurities, they laugh at me