Nothing Hurts Anymore 가사

I shouldn't do it, but I gotta do it New lifestyle going stupid Couple lines in this hotel Try not to die, getting high when the coke sells I'm getting tired but they tell me it's about endurance Drop dead, get a bag off my life insurance That's a modern day gamble I'ma go for it, every other day a scandal You know me, white socks and the sandals But I'm an animal they put my head on a mantle Got no respect for the way that I live life They would rather go and get a bag then help me get it right So what the fuck is a friendship Dropped outta school, no degree with a vengeance Nobody read any text I was sending If I was really dying, no hand ever lended Kinda free but at what cost Ears ringing every single night, never gunshots Just thoughts in my head that evaporate Until it's 4am and I'm past the day And then I'm past the night Can someone pass a drink Or maybe pass a lighter I just need the fluid Set my throat on fire Now my mind is peaceful But my body's dying I feel kinda free