Flicker Through The Mist 가사

Don't tell me calm down like it's relevant or something Listen, it isn't my fault that my development was stunted Every day my heart rate is well up in the hundreds Swear to God my chest feels like an elephant is stomping I just wanna feel like I really do exist Know this pill won't last but it'll do the trick Moonlight beams as I flicker through the mist I would trade it all to not feel invisible as this I'm scared at night, I'm pleasant when the morning comes There's three of me, I wish it meant there's more to love I needed friends, I found 'em in the form of drugs It's hard to fit in when you never knew what normal was Flicker through the mist Watch me flicker through the mist You ain't never felt invisible as this Moonlight beam while I flicker through the mist You ain't never felt invisible as this You ain't never felt invisible as this Wonder if do exist Moonlight beam while I flicker If someone threaten to leave me then I'ma let 'em It's easy for me 'cause in my head I already left 'em I'm greedy 'bout my needs 'cause nobody ever met 'em Wear my trauma like my armor I'm ready for Armageddon If only I believed I'm not evil as my deeds I could finally smile like the people that please When I close my eyes to feel peaceful when I breathe The shame creeps back like peekaboo it's me I'm scared at night, I'm pleasant when the morning comes There's three of me, I wish it meant there's more to love I needed friends, I found 'em in the form of drugs It's hard to fit in when you never knew what normal was Flicker through the mist Watch me flicker through the mist You ain't never felt invisible as this Moonlight beam while I flicker through the mist You ain't never felt invisible as this You ain't never felt invisible as this Wonder if do exist Moonlight beam while I flicker