Dead And Cold 가사

(I wish I was dead) (I wish I was dead and cold) Wake up every day and it just feels repetitive Think I need to chill, I think I need a sedative I think depression's hittin' me I think it's finally setting in Drifting to my feet and settling just like sediment Constantly walking down this road called life blindly Foolishly hoping for purpose to come and find me In the depths of depressions is where I've been residing That or in my room under my covers just hiding (I wish I was dead) (I wish I was dead and cold) Put me in the grave today Black suit, red bouquet Too scared to leave, but too tired to stay Bullet in the chamber will stop all the pain Blood on the wall drips, just like red rain Feel my soul seep out from each line from the blade No one sings along to the songs that I have made Deep in thought like Socrates I am not your property Treated like a mockery Glad no one is stopping me Not why you should idolize, this is my final goodbye But if I ever hurt you, I truly apologize (I wish I was dead) (I wish I was dead and cold)