Numb 가사

I'm so tired of losing those I love And I can't feel a God damn thing Tell me, does it ever get better? 'Cause I just need it to go away, go way I can't remember the last time I had a night of decent sleep Been kept awake in my mind by all these haunting dreams That I can't seem to unsee And yet, why does real life seem darker than my nightmares? All that's in sight are doubtful thoughts with no repair Like this hole in my chest The larger it gets, the more they seem to disappear So tell me something, anything just to make me feel alive This vessel's wearing me down, it's no longer mine It's no longer mine, no longer mine Oh, rip what's left of my heart out I can't recognize myself I'm so numb I wish I could bleed out just to feel the pain Breathing doesn't even feel the same I'm numb I can't remember the last time I didn't have anxiety How can you be so overwhelmed yet have no true feelings? I'm suffocating underneath Real life seems darker than my nightmares I can't even cry or find it in me if someone dies Sympathy is something I must fake It saddens me to take away this empathy I once had Maybe someday, I'll get back what I'm missing, but until then Until then Oh, rip what's left of my heart out I can't recognize myself I'm so numb I wish I could bleed out just to feel the pain Breathing doesn't even feel the same Oh, rip what's left of my heart out I can't recognize myself I'm so numb, so numb