A Billion Lies 가사

My thoughts are underwater Drowning in oceans, I've cried My expectations hinder So I never feel qualified I tried to put it back together, but I don't know if I remember how my head works I know, it hurts I hate the way I fall down a million times I hate the way I've given a billion tries Yeah, I see the world and I wish I could set it right So I won't define myself with a billion lies I wish I slept way better There's too many things on my mind So I can't just blame the weather And act like this isn't my life I tried to put it back together, but I don't know if I remember how my head works I know, it hurts (yeah) I hate the way I fall down a million times (million times) I hate the way I've given a billion tries (billion tries) Yeah, I see the world and I wish I could set it right So I won't define myself with a billion lies Tell me this, tell me that Tell me, don't you know you wanna Sticks and stones, break my bones Yadda, yadda, yadda, yadda I'm a fraud if I'm honest Life's a con, straight demonic Tell me the truth What's wrong inside? I tried to put it back together, but I can't seem to find the words Shelter in the word inside Growing in me like a vine R.I.P. to the lies I'm blinded by I hate the way I fall down a million times I hate the way I've given a billion tries Yeah, I see the world and I wish I could set it right So I won't define myself with a billion lies