i wish 가사

No one before had seen me naked like you did Playing it all out on your floor I gave you more than just my skin I gave my skin, my bones, my beating heart You gave your mad, your sad, and all your scars I fixed you up, and you pulled me apart I wish you weren't the way you are I guess I wish that you loved me the way that I loved you The way that I wanted I wish that you didn't just use me to take up the space And then throw me away like an object Like decorative garbage you found at the thrift store I wish I was worth more, wish it would hurt less I guess if I had one wish to spare I'd wish that I didn't care, care Care, care, care, care, care Care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't care) Care, care, care, care, care Care, care, care I gave you everything you wanted And you took it from me And empty-handed, I was useless You used that against me Now I'm speeding down the interstate And I'm crying hard to Ethel Cain And I pray, and pray that better days But today, all day I guess I wish that you loved me the way that I loved you The way that I wanted I wish that you didn't just use me to take up the space And then throw me away like an object Like decorative garbage you found at the thrift store I wish I was worth more, wish it would hurt less I guess if I had one wish to spare I'd wish that I didn't care, care Care, care, care, care, care (I wish that I didn't care) Care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't) Care, care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't care) Care, care, care I gave you everything you wanted and you took it from me Everything you wanted and you took it from me Gave you everything you wanted I just wanted to be wanted I gave you everything you wanted and you took it from me Everything you wanted and you took it from me But if I had one wish to spare I'd wish that I didn't care, care