Suicide Diary 가사

Sullen black and grey sky The night beckons my death I want to rest in peace Pain of solitude twines Around me and devours me Tamed memories The rotting world marks the end I smash my head on the wall While madly shouting But I still can't forget I'm being myself A solitude struggling in broken consciousness I can't get over this oppression I see the black wall closing in On it, nailed all my despair I have no choice but to be crushed When I close my eyes Colorless despair furiously asks me for meaning Why was I born? For what should I die? My existence has no meaning After all that's the only truth I can't reach my answer Rusty, sharp and bloody gloom Attacks me and destroys my hope Now I have the end of this needless life Rusty, sharp and bloody gloom Attacks me and destroys my hope Resistant feelings leave the sound of breath I see the black wall closing in On it, nailed all my despair I have no choice but to be crushed When I close my eyes Colorless despair furiously asks me for meaning Why was I born? For what should I die? My existence has no meaning After all that's the only truth I can't reach my answer Rusty, sharp and bloody gloom Attacks me and destroys my hope Now I have the end of this needless life