through darkness 가사

I'm sick of it It drives me crazy Every day is worse than yesterday I don't want to die It would be too easy I don't want to leave you here alone I don't want to pray 'Cause nobody's listening at all This world is cruel and cold It's made of people I hate with all my heart Filled with pain All I want is a simple rest The fucking stress I can't get it out of my head Negative state of mind, I'm trying to survive Each another day Does this life have a happy ending? Is suicide the liberation? More and more questions Less and less answers I don't want to die The misery seems to be endless A bitter end awaits us all Every day I'm devastated No feelings anymore, the world so Cold All I want is a simple rest My dear madness Die I will do whatever it takes not to kill myself today It's hopeless It's hopeless I buried myself alive in my despair Dark mademoiselle Has come for me Dying Dying A bitter end awaits us all The misery seems to be endless The misery seems to be endless A bitter end awaits us all Every day I'm devastated No feelings anymore, the world so cold