Bruises 가사

I'm covered in bruises Been beating myself up If you could see the marks that I leave on my own heart You'd probably call the cops But no one can save me And you can't make it stop I'm covered in bruises 'Cause I'm just never good enough Striving for perfection As if it can beat them I've been watching everybody posting pictures of their flaws And preach about self love But no one can make me I'm gonna throw every punch I'm covered in bruises 'Cause I'm just never good enough But I had it well, as far as you can tell I'm fully confident Make up and a smile and so much style But underneath my dress I'm covered in bruises Been beating myself up If could heart the violent words that creep into my thoughts You'd offer me up But I just push you away Because it hurts to be touched Covered in bruises 'Cause I'm just never good enough Covered in bruises Don't know why I'd thought you'd give a fuck