Check Myself 가사

I check myself in at the door Like I've always done before Where nothing ever happened But how can I be sure Another daily chore Another daily chore Another daily chore Another daily chore I'm getting frantic I'm so on edge I'm like a buck in the rut and my velvet's shed I'm feeling nauseous I can't maintain It's like the feeling of falling throughout my brain And if I try To ignore A ritual or a thought it just bugs me more And gets repeated It's repeated It's repeated Another daily chore Another daily chore Another daily chore Another daily chore I was stable The perfect son Not the black sheep I am But still culled and loved And now I'm honest Now I'm shunned Like a weight on the backs of everyone But if I try To make a change I end up sleeping through to the next day Never listening Never loud I try to scream but just somehow stumble out Is it over Is it over Will you still cry wolf when you're sober Is it over Is it over Will you still cry wolf when you're sober Is it over Is it over Is it over Is it over Is it perfect Is it perfect Will a black sheep cry if you hurt it Should I bother Should I bother I'll drive this whole damn flock to the slaughter No more time to consider Is it worth it to suffer Will I still be forgiven If I stop and just give in