She Wasn't Home 가사

I didn't ask for what I got, these circumstances My mom believed that all men deserve second chances She wasn't home, she wasn't home Said she was broken, she needed someone to be there Somehow some stranger could fix her, he said he need her She wasn't home, she wasn't home 'Cause I would walk down that hallway, that slight discomfort And she would blame me if I wasn't always covered So put on clothes, don't wear makeup, don't let them see you Let them ignore you, don't take on too much face, it's evil 'Cause good girls don't make grown men look twice But it's for your own good, be polite Smile, wave, hide, behave I used to know what home felt like, now I'm uneasy So I just hide in the bathroom, so no one sees me I tried to tell her one day, but she didn't believe me So now there's glass on the floor, and I'm fucking bleeding I didn't ask for what I got, these circumstances My mom believed that all men deserve second chances She wasn't home, she wasn't home I didn't ask for what I got, these circumstances My mom believed that all men deserve second chances She wasn't home, she wasn't home I didn't ask for these scars, but it fucking happened I didn't choose this, but it's what I'm fucking trapped in It's all a cycle, I'm back where I always have been Look for an exit, I'm not sure I ever had it I didn't ask for this love, but it's what I've grown on Because the highs feel so good, it's what people show off Because the highs feel like I'm loved, just like my mama So what if lows feel like nails on my throat in drama? I didn't ask for what happened, these circumstances And now I cry because I give those second chances She wasn't home I didn't ask for what I got, these circumstances My mom believed that all men deserve second chances She wasn't home, she wasn't home I didn't ask for what I got, these circumstances My mom believed that all men deserve second chances She wasn't home, she wasn't home