pain for fun (feat. WILLOW) 가사

There's always and always and always and always a need There's always and always and always and always a need When I see you smile? There's always that familiar feeling Somehow, I'm not the only one, oh There's always and always and always and always gonna be There's always and always and always and always a need When you start to cry, I get that familiar feeling Somehow, I'm not the only one, oh-oh I was so close to tears I'm bitin', holdin' back I'm so happy, I could break down and cry Break down and cry So alone, and so at home So alone, and so at home I'm always and always and always and always a need I'm always and always and always and always a need When we lock eyes, I hit my head on the ceiling I'm not the only one, oh Always wanting something, yearning Feeling different, undeserving What am I, what am I now? And if I catch a glimpse of you, wanna hide Would you walk away from me and kill my pride? It's hard 'Cause I feel this pain for fun, ah-ah I'm so close to tears I'm bitin', holdin' back I'm so happy I could break down and cry Break down and cry So alone and so alone So alone and so alone