Kidding Ourselves 가사

And I, I wanted to tear down the curtain To let, let in some natural light Wake up and open one eye Wait for the window to crack at me, alone and I, I wanted to curl up beside you and die, at least for an hour or more Depending on how you react Depending on how you respond to me I'll stick around We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves So what do you want from me Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right Cause i can leave home we're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for cause even with a fast car and a cellphone i wont leave cause i'd be alone So tonight lets be as bold as we want to and drink, drink till we fall down the steps Remember how that made us laugh Remember how all that we did was laugh and cry We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves So what do you want from me Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right Cause i can leave home We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane I won't leave cause i'd be alone I'm lucky to find cardboard in an allweyway that i can call home So tonight lets be as bold as we want to We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves So what do you want from me Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right Cause i can leave home We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane I won't leave cause i'd be alone I'm lucky to find cardboard in an allweyway that i can call home So don't take your eyes off me and don't luck away, I won't be alone I'm home