One Million Dimes 가사

Look Everything I say up in my songs I swear to God it’s true I put it on my three kids That they die in front of you Listen up This is nothing that I want to brag about I did a lot of dirt When I was young I cannot talk about I use to shoot my gun for no reason We coulda talked it out It ain’t about being the hardest It’s about being the smartest It’s not about conducting violence It’s about moving in silence Do what you got to do Just make sure your kids is always smiling Instead of buying diamonds I rather buy them some presents I use to dwell on my pass But now I live in the present I got to persevere I got demons up in here I don’t even talk to myself no more Cuz I know they here Everything that I say And they move with me throughout the day God I need you now come brighten up my day Please show me the light Cuz all I see is the dark Forgive me father for I have sinned And this is coming right from the heart I must have sold a million dimes I was selling drugs all the time And I’m sorry mamma For the pain you went through I’m sorry I promise What I did was for you Look Look I never want to see my kids Sell a drug And that’s for sure It’s a horrible feeling When dea is at your door They point a gun at you and your wife And put your kids on the floor I don’t know no other way I cannot be scrubbing floors Before I get a job I rather get a gun And rob a store I’m tired of committing crimes Man this shit is getting old I got a lot of beef in the streets I’m just gon let it go But if they try to take my life I swear to God I’ll let it blow Imma flea the scene And make it look like someone Robbed your blow When it come to drugs and to murder It’s gonna be case closed But fuck the bullshit I’ll empty out this full clip I drive away like it ain’t shit And then I smoke a full zip Mamma I know I made you mad I know that actions that I made In my life made you sad I just wanted to pay your bills I just wanted to pay your car I just wanted to have you feeling like you Was a super star And that’s what you are Do not let them tell you different When they use to talk bad about your son You would say he different But mamma You my mamma forever I’m your son forever You got my heart forever I’m gon love you forever I got your back You got mine And that’s a fact mamma And imma tell you again I’m sorry for the drama I must have sold a million dimes I was selling drugs all the time And I’m sorry mamma For the pain you went through I’m sorry I promise What I did was for you