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I had my stomach pumped two times my senior year which earned the approbation of all my plastered peers Now I do my weekly bleeding at trendy AA meetings I was a social monster, but now I serve my sponsor I choke out clichîTonfessions, I suck down coffee black I chain smoke cigarettes between handfuls of Prozac Man, am I one sober stallion - I just got my first medallion My higher power drugged me, I'm letting strangers hug me Now I really crave a meeting, all those soothing empty greetings The Big Book is omniscient and I'm not self-sufficient Dependency's still coursing through my blood, I'm only changing drugs Self help study, twelve step program, which hollow slogan was it? "We Found Serenity" in "Day by Day" or "Easy Does It"? Plant that affirmation seed, out license plates should read "Ten thousand lakes and treatment centers, Betty Ford's our statewide mentor" They say the devil's in the details of this cunning, baffling habit I poured out all my Nyquil, I flushed my Sine-Aid tablets 'Don't take others' inventory,''Thanks for sharing' your sick story If I bluff I know they'll call it, cause 'I'm Stuart, I'm an alcoholic' Dysfunction builds the strangest sages, quoting pointless daily phrases The Big Book is omniscient and I'm not self-sufficient Dependency's still coursing through my blood, I'm only changing drugs It's a self perpetuating business, you can't cure a lifelong sickness Hazelden cleaned out my parents, but my stay was fourteen carat Inner peace is what we seek at fifteen hundred bucks a week Treatment's just a new psychosis, need and weakness through hypnosis The Big Book is omniscient, and I'm not self sufficient Dependency's still coursing through my blood, I'm only changing drugs