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COME ON! COME ON! you've been so close for so long I never thought you were wrong my enemy all along no, I'm never gonna forget, to fuck all and everybody I'm gonna be somebody the odds are against me against me and all I hear is the laughing in my face and all those things you said an put in my head that you've never believed in me I cant believe I let you get to ME and all this time I thought you'd be there to back me up I held you more close than most thought you would never cross me blinded by the trust I gave to you I knew you, why do you?, degrade me?, must hate me, cause every time I'm holding my head high you crush all my hopes and my dreams why? I already know that I'm ugly, you always seem to remind ME I'm so sick! puking negative puking negative puking negative puking negative I'm puking I'm negative I'm puking I'm negative I'm puking I'm negative puking negative puking negative