Hate Myself 가사

Im seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold, I cannot believe how much Ive changed since the days of old, I know, its temporary but I need to focus straight, I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about, I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win, I cant afford to blow this one, I hate myself sometimes, I love myself, I need this way of life because it holds me. I hate myself sometimes, I love myself, Contradictions the way of life Happiness is wealthyness is healthy now Ive made it through those lies and deceit, I think whats done is done and I cant complain anymore I am sure now that Ive found myself again it feels great I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about, I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win, I cant afford to blow this one, I hate myself sometimes, I love myself, I need this way of life because it holds me. I hate myself sometimes, I love Myself, Contradictions the way of life Happiness is wealthyness is healthy now (3x)