Deconstruct It 가사

This is the hardest part I took myself to war Built these walls around myself Grown stronger than before Something has got to change Don't love myself no more That altered state don't care about me I built these walls to keep you away This is the hardest part I took myself to war Something has got to change I'll take the pain Till I don't need this anymore I don't need you anymore The one to blame A thousand mistakes And I don't need it Been to the bottom Attracted to the waste We're all living inside shame There's got to be a better way This is the hardest part I won't lose this fucking war No more do you have a say Erase the pain 'Cause I don't need this anymore I don't need you anymore The one to blame A thousand mistakes And I don't need it No more Deconstruct it, to the core The hurt that does not show The pain it will not fade This damage to myself And I know I must break away