If I Could 가사

It's a painful thing to admit this I'm nothing more than you see Why do you insist to stay with me? What am I to you? Can it be true? Break it down for me sister Cuz I will Fuck it up. All I do is fuck it up And then I will cry. And then I will cry This patience you afford me I don't know that I'm worth it You insist that I can play your game. Yeah And I'm sorry to disappoint you I'm so sorry to disappoint you I'll save you the suspense I'm not the man you need me to be I won't take this. You don't know what I am You deserve much more than I could ever give you So turn and run from me. Cuz I'll perform as predicted And I'll never let myself see That you're the one for me And if I could I would walk the earth with you until I die But I just can't, and so goodbye Fuck it up. All I do is fuck it up And then I will cry. And then I will cry I'm a shallow false advertisement With the depth of a rancid kiddy-pool And I'd sooner watch you drown than Watch you drown in me For your own fucking good What am I to do? This can't be true I'm gonna fucking run away I won't take this. I know what I am I'm a dirty hermaphrodite gay rapist This is true And if you act now, I'll guarantee you suffering And it would kill me if I hurt you And if I could I would rage against the truth and make things right But I just won't, and so goodnight And if I could I would walk the earth with you until I die But I just can't, and so goodbye And I'll tell you a secret You can't love me