My Abyss 가사

So this is really how it goes When you believe in something So much that it hurts It was my solemn oath to achieve the near impossivle And I paid the toll Perdition was never too far off Close to the top The ideals that had carried me so far Would not be stopped Higher than the height of all reason I couldn't let go of the notion that one day I'd reach it If I kept believeing It was a one way track I made the choice of never looking back A dead end path My undeniable truth That could never be disproved Such an earnest fool Perdition was never too far off Close to the top The ideals that had carried me so far Would not be stopped But at the end of the tunnel I saw a light that wasn't guiding, I was blind It was the bottom of the well I was so caught up in my own reflection And into my abyss I fell I got just what I wanted all along And in the course of my descent, I discovered weightlessness It became evident As I neared oblivion That I had one two options Most fall feet first like cowards But I dove headlong into the byond Higher than the height of all reason I couldn't let go of the notion that one day I'd reach it If I kept believeing But at the end of the tunnel I saw a light that wasn't guiding, I was blind It was the bottom of the well I was so caught up in my own reflection And into my abyss I fell I got just what i wanted all along I'd reached the apex of hope's spires The furthest point from non-belief The altitude was perilous And temptation surmounted gravity, and now I'm gone