Even If I Hold It In My Hand 가사

I thought your love would last for ever I thought that I’d found paradise Now that it’s over I even doubt that there’s a sunrise Even though I see it with my eyes I thought that you could never leave me I built a world of dreams and plans Now that you’re gone I even doubt I see your picture Even though I hold it in my hands I thought that you could never hate me I thought that talk was just a lie But now that you’re here telling me you’ve never loved me I even wonder if I’m still alive I thought that you could never hurt me And as I lie here in my bed There’s even a doubt and a fear this gun will kill me Even when I hold it to my head