Only My Ghost 가사

It still calls my name Like nothing changed But everything did Last drink Last call Lights on the wall Your shadow in the doorway Like you never left at all Too proud, too young Too scared to choose I said I needed freedom But freedom was losing you When life gave me a moment I thought I had time Now every second echoes With your hand not holding mine I fought for what I wanted But I let go of what I needed I fought for the fire Now I'm burned by the flame I ran from forever Now I'm haunted by your name I could be someone Maybe I almost was But every road I'm walking Leads me back to us Still hollow Still close Still hearing Only my ghost Midnights, headlights Your voice in rewind Every what if hits me Like it's right on time I'm not chasing forgiveness I'm not asking you to stay But the ghost of our past Won't fade away Every love after you Feels rehearsed Not real Like I traded something golden For something I can't feel If the past is just a memory Why does it breathe when I'm alone? I fought for the fire Now I'm drowning in smoke I broke something perfect And I carry the weight I could be someone More than who I've been But every time I move on You're moving back in Still hollow Still close Still haunted By only my ghost You said forever I said not yet You said don't let go And that's what I regret most I thought I had time I fought for the fire But I let it burn out Now silence is louder Than all of our shouts I could be someone If I let you go But loving your memory Is all that I know Still hollow Still close Still living With only my ghost