I Can't Hold This 가사

I've been screaming in silence Crashing in calm Smile like armor But inside is a bomb They scroll through my pain Like it's part of the show I bleed behind filters But no one wants to know Pressure rising like smoke in my brain Try to stay sane but the voices remain Tolerance breaks where ignorance grows They plant the seeds And I reap the throes I tried to breathe But it’s burning inside Tried to speak But they just swipe by I can’t hold this! I'm slipping through the cracks Of a world that claps While it stabs my back I can’t hold this! I'm screaming through the static Living in the panic Of a mind too loud to manage They label the pain but don’t feel the weight Tell you to smile while you're breaking late Therapy, pills, and a prayer to forget But ghosts don’t leave when they're fed regret Walls closing in And I play pretend Another fake laugh Till I break again I tried to breathe But it’s burning inside Tried to speak But they just swipe by I can’t hold this! I'm slipping through the cracks Of a world that claps While it stabs my back I can’t hold this! I'm screaming through the static Living in the panic Of a mind too loud to manage No, I'm not okay I'm just not gone yet Don’t confuse survival With peace I can’t hold this! I'm slipping through the cracks Of a world that claps While it stabs my back I can’t hold this! I'm screaming through the static Living in the panic Of a mind too loud to manage I can’t hold this! I'm slipping through the cracks Of a world that claps While it stabs my back I can’t hold this! Not one more breath to fake Let it break, let it shake ‘Cause I can’t— I can’t take this anymore!!