My First Murder 가사

My First murder Dear God, Dear family, Dear life, Here living in this jail, Eating my death Dying in this crazy place Nobody here know who I am But I know, I am one dead man Looking my life, Looking myself I´m looknig myself But I can´t find Anybody else Than my past I can´t forget, The memories everytime back The memories what I wish I didn´t had How can you live With this things in mind ? I don´t know why But myself I can´t find The darkness is holding me tightly How can you live outside If you done the same thing like me ? CHORUS I´m paying for that I´m not happy for what I done Why have to be like that ? I can´t do this onmy own Why the peoples are so mad ? ( I CAN´T HOLD ON ) I can´t do this on my own... Dear God, Dear family Dear life Here, living in this jail, Eating my death, Dying in this crazy place, Nobody here know who I am But I know I am one dead man Looking my life Looking myself CHORUS I´m happy For what I done You either You are more fucked than I You told me to do that Don´t try escape ´Cause the destiny is behind you I´m paying my debt Don´t have escape Just tell me why !! ( 3x )