Not Today 가사

I've given up finding love, not for good but for now Need to buffer my heart, need to calibrate, need to calibrate Need some time to just be me, eating pounds of cheap ice cream Haven't showered in a week, and I Maybe one day I'll say things are better off this way But not today Taking time off of life, is that really a crime I don't mean to imply, that I'm gone for good, I'm not gone for good But my battery is drained, need a bit to charge my faith 'Cause after you I'm still afraid, and I Maybe one day I'll say things are better off this way But not today Maybe I'm moving on Finding hope in a song Maybe it's time to say I was wrong 'Cause it always hurts To drown in pettiness Trying to pretend I'm immune to needing love Maybe one day I'll say things are better off this way But not today