Half As Fun 가사

If you smile I will never know if that's for real I will never understand your ways Doubt you know how it feels Pay the blind There is nothing I can do to hide I ain't got a clue what's on your mind And I'm still paralyzed And if you should ever call my bluff I'll convince myself It's all about luck Tell me why I should ever dare to speak my mind When it's easier to pretend I'm half as fun as everyone Not confessing how I feel It's just that all about you give me thrills And if you don't mind I guess I'll keep it to myself You have all I could have wished for Still I never thought I'd miss it all I'm still losing in this game All I have is on display You can tell it by my face I'm still losing in this game My dear