Only Myself 가사

Will the day be the first or last Another time it would be the same But nothing can ever be this easy So why are all the choices so hard I can never find myself in me Nothing ever seems to be the way That I thought it would be I always go where you take me I never go where I need You always cloud my choices I'm never me I'm always stuck behind you Gagged to save your face I never am invited I know my place Will my chance be afforded Or will I be lost in a haze I don't fell my home Is the way it should be I can't understand myself Always losing track of what I say But nohing can ever be the way That I thought it would be And I don't think you need me anymore And I can't see what I'm still waiting for And you don't see Beacause you don't even know And I don't understand why we don't go So why are all the choices So hard for me to see Nothing has ever been the way That I thought it would be