Close The Door 가사

Every time that I get down I am like a salmon on An upstream journey, then Death to follow once I spawn I have seen the big fish climb The ladder at the reservoir Watch 'em work like devils Half delirious do they even know where they are? CHORUS Jesus I'm a sucker; I Wish I believed less of the lies Did anything I thought I knew Turn out to be true? Baby boys and little toys are all that I see anymore Will somebody close the door? It's cold outside Every single time I thought that I had figured it all out I was run aground again and Floundering with crazy doubt Maybe every way I'd learned To deal with the tragedy Was just another junkyard find Rust-eaten and raggedy I have paced the floor at night Staring in his tiny face Swearing that I'll do my best To make for him a solid place Barring acts of God or even Acts of other men, I'll be The father that I always wished I had been allowed to see