Just Kidding 가사

I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily, lately I wish I was dead sometimes Aha, I'm just kidding! I packaged up my pain today I wrapped the box in cellophane It's clear so I can see inside Now watch the worst of me escape But I like your apartment I like how your hair smells It buries all my problems Until I forget the details That's all I can talk about without hurting your feelings So check out all the love I get is fake And doesn't happen at all It doesn't happen at a-all, all I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily, lately I wish I was dead sometimes Aha, I'm just kidding! I buried all my pain today (no) Shallow, not too far away (not far) If you looked then you could see inside (not far) And watch the worst of me escape Plan a, plan b I'm numb but still I'm hurting Mental, physical, a-cyclical, but what they hand me Plan c, plan d You can't kill what you can't see I'll take on every little thing you hand me But I like your apartment I like how your hair smells It buries all my problems Until I forget the details That's all I can talk about without hurting your feelings So check out all the love I get is fake And doesn't happen at all It doesn't happen at a-all, all I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily, lately I wish I was dead sometimes Aha, I'm just kidding! I'm just joking! It's funny Nah, nah Not far away, yeah, yeah And repeat