It Was Not Natural 가사

When I am tired Unbidden, I go for a walk I have to walk Or else I do not recognize myself My foot uncovers What my heart wishes is a treasure Seemingly foreign But somehow still it is familiar It could be amber It could be animal or antler They do resemble They do remember one another It was not natural, all along Only human hate could give us something so unforgiving It was not natural, all along Only human hate could give us something so unforgiving Something so unforgiving As I expected With time it hasn't gotten easier I have to work now At things that used to be like breathing I try to focus Forgive myself for having so much I am too busy for it Or else I am not busy enough When I see clearly I know we share the same devotion But joy is hungry And you know I can't promise anything It was not natural, all along Only human hate could give us something so unforgiving It was not natural, all along Only human hate could give us something so unforgiving Something so unforgiving