Can't Control 가사

I'm all by myself, standing on the dead flowers and I'm yelling at your face but you don't hear, well, you don't see where I am there's no simple way to explain my thoughts I cant find the way to make you understand oh I don't even know myself *my mind starts screaming when I wanna hide in silence my hands try to reach you when you don't need me salty water starts falling when I gotta look like a tough girl no, I am not able to control myself I'm still by myself trying to find the way out of here and I'm asking for your help 'cause I don't want to kill no more flowers in my head I am so so scared, I've thrown in a desert place gotta run, gonna have to run, but I still wanna stay hey what's happening in here? *Repeat yes, no control me yes, no please leave me love me, hate me, who's me? where's me? *Repeat